avianna i love u so much that i cried in the front of my friends. they asked me why i was crying and i told them i had a headache. not knowing that it was you who had me crying because of how much i miss and love you. when you are not in my life i feel lost as if i am searching for something. it breaks my heart to still think of the reason we separated from each other. you seem happy with the fact that we are not together but as long as your out of my life i will always be searching for something. i love honey and if this does not work out it always be hard for me to love someone else.