Nagforward siya ng quote and I also forwarded him one. Suddenly he replied saying, “Wanna ask something po, may sasabihin ka ba sa akin?” I was shocked how did he knew that I have something to tell him. Madamat review’k taz maconfuse nak because of it. Sabi ko, “Yeah, and actually it’s in a form of a question”. Sana baga, “ana?” I asked him if adda damdamagen ni anti Gemma or Ninang Mayen or Uncle Boy kanyana and he answered wala. He asked why. I told him that I promised ate Alethe that I won’t tell it to anybody and asked him not to confront her about this matter. And guess what did he said, “Sige wag na lang para walang gulo”. Starting from that moment I wasn’t able to concentrate my review. I kept on flipping my hair, pouting and thinking about what he said. I was really disappointed. I know that it is not right to expect, yet I’ve done it. I was expecting him to answer, “Please tell me, and if that’s a problem let me help you. We’ll both fix it, together”. Ouch, I was really hurt. I told to myself many times not to expect too much because it’ll just bring too much pain for me. I texted ate Alethe and told her that I was sorry for breaking my promise. And then I replied his text saying, “Ok, kalimutan mo nalang mga sinabi ko. tnx!”. But he didn’t answered it. Consequently I texted again ate Alethe telling her that I wasn’t able to tell “him” totally. And I am going to fix this mess “alone”. Because in the first place, it is only my problem, “MINE” alone. Wala ng ibang taong dapat madamay. The night ended that I was dismayed and disappointed. I wish that I never hope that we, both of us will solve it. It never came into my mind that he’ll show/tell me that he doesn’t care at all. And as of now I’m adjusting myself. What I did was I deleted his number, removed my smart sim and detached all the parts of my other phone and put it in a container then hide it somewhere else so that even just for a moment, I will forget all of this, though I can’t honestly. When I got home I controlled myself not to see my other phone (globe)-because I’m still expecting him to text me (STUPID). Another day ended that I was still disappointed and expecting. Well, for me to overcome this kind of emotional problem, I should be persistent with all of my decisions and control myself especially my emotions. And the most important thing is, as long as I’m depressed and acting like this I will stick to HIM----to God. Though He’s not yet answering my prayers, I know and I believe that one day all of these things will be gone. It may not now, but it’ll gonna happen, SOON!