you look into my eyes and wont open up to me...
i want you to see want you to know how i feel and that this love.....
it just isnt real i cry my self to sleep wake up drained and cold i want to feel your lovin touch jus one last time befor i go..........

if i should ever leave would you miss me..........(cause id miss you)
if i ever doubt you would you hate me ........(cause i love you)
if i try and hold my head up high would you bring me down.....
i love you but thats not enough....for you to care

im only young why do this to me my heart cant take no more..........
everything i did was all for you you threw it all im my face..........
you kicked me to the ground an i still came crawlin back for more every time i was there i was backed down from you i felt un worthy but no i know the truth................................

if i ever left id be glad................(cause you hurt me)
if i had a dubt in my mind id be right..........(cause you tore my heart in two)
if i held my head up high you couldnt bring me down no not ever it just wouldnt work (cause you youare beneith me)
guess that makes it obvious crystal silver and gold


i wont take your s*it...........(any more)
wont aknowlage your false love.....(ever again)
it seem im gone for good now never in your heart but this my darling is to you to show my shattered dreams and hopes to you were real tke me home...................(shattered dreams) i was in love with you.....(broken soul) i put my heart on the firein range (destroyed mind) never again....................................xkarlx