In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world, all the glitz and glamor of fame, could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up; money, fame, success, in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my dying days. I was given one life to live and that is exactly what I plan on doing......living my life to the fullest! Filling it with positive things and doing my best to heal those who are also lost and broken....just as I once was. There is always enough room for love and hope in everyone's life. You just have to have faith that it is there........you don't have to search for love when love has always been searching for you all this time. Love, Tila.
I know this may sound a bit grandiose of me to say something like this but I don't care. This is my life and I have every right to see myself as who I want to be. Negative opinions from other people regarding this post shall be held irrelevant in my world. With that said, and I want you to mark my words, I will be one of THE most powerful woman to have ever walked this planet. That is what true calling in life and God has told me so many, many times when I thought he had failed me. I finally believe it now. Tila Tequila, one of the powerful women in the world! Trust me. It will happen. I always make shit happen because that's just how I work.