well its come to this...
chill, laid back, and fun, i must admit i'm happy and i favor myself a lot these days, so i must admit i got huge ego. i guess beyonce was right, and i can back it up anytime lol. but on a cool side, i've made a lot of friends cause i like meeting new ones, especially those that are funny, enjoy a good laughter, quite conservative and flirtz, and most importantly life luverz n confident pple. i've had some good times before and interesting relationships with friends i've met, those i keep contact wit and those i've lost it all to. well its simple i guess life just aint a bed of roses. mine is definitely complicated but its all good, i thank God for it everyday. its not like i don't wanna speak to people, i never tend to keep a hatred towards anybody, if it seem that i may not speak to you for a while its because i tend draw back a bit and let some time and thinking progress and as time passes we just might be in another convo at some point in time. but trust me, if i've been friends with you and you've spoken to me, im thankful cause whoever i met over the past 24yrs of my life have definitely made a contribution to me and i've learned something entirely new that i never knew before.
I've also made some mistakes, to those mistakes i just somehow cant get on my knees to say i regret doing stuff. life to me is an adventure and a continuous learning cycle, its a big beach ball and a pinata filled with all kinda candies (experiences) and joys, and some of those candies are not to your taste so therefore will not be that enjoyable. I've lived a good life and i intend to continue living a magnificent one if God will. I don't label any haterz and i don't label any friends, i dont work in a factory and i dont brand any items. i therefore would not wanna be labeled neither branded. my life is mine to live, my dreams are mine to fulfill and my goals are mine to accomplish and the same you should do as a little advice.
i've fell in love with many girls, so to those who think im either some pedophile, gay, bitch, nerd, geeky, goofy, bisexual, freak, alien, whatever you wanna call me, so you shall say and so you shall fall. i could care less. i know what i am and i know i'm not, as i've been brought up to learn, words and thoughts cannot kill me but shall only make me as an individual filled with human emotions, a stronger person. there is one person i shall never forget and i dont care how many girls i've let down but i'll keep letting down some more in the future cause what i've learnt from my experiences, the same way women have their choice of their male companion, we men too, have our dreams of our female companions and my choices shall remain within me. i've tried to give my all to one and it never did happen for some stupid reason, and i can forgive but its not easy to forget.
anyways my life is a joy, i'm a blessed child of the almighty and all my equals who creep me out of their petty jealousy its quite easy to ignore them. my life is on track and i am proud of my previous and past accomplishments. i am also proud of what goals i've set for myself and where i am about to position myself in life. i guess my dream of helping people is coming true. my path is the right choice for me, for i cannot be everything at the same time, i feel like what ever i chose to do i am playing my part in this lifetime. there are many other things that i could write about however time permits me and there are too many stars to count out here in new york... if you know what i mean.... i guess Italy will do just right in the meantime.
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