Here again,

Its like you are obsessed with me.

Alone…still,

Is this how I’m always going to be?

Confused…like always,

Will somebody please help me see…

All around me,

Stillness,

…the calm

…serene,

Its killing me

On the outside it’s me,

And YES I may SEEM happy.

On the inside it’s her,

And she feels so lonely.

…But you’re still here…

Why won’t you go away?

Do you derive sadistic pleasure from my insufferable pain?

The silence is screaming nothingness at me.

This demented soul feels so empty.

Hopeless…aimless…soulless,

..SO EMPTY

You’re my dark dementor,

You’re presence lurks in the shadows is my emptiness.

You’re like a leech,

Feeding on my happiness.

Why wont you just leave me to drown in my darkest hour…